Because It Is My Heart: Darkness

December 07, 2006

Darkness

Late at night and I’m frightened to sleep. Frightened for reasons I can’t define. Frightened despite the fact I have to get up early to see the doctor. Frightened in spite of logic, reason, maturity, or simple facts.

I can’t sleep. I can’t wake up. I walk like I’m treading paper thin ice on a wing and a prayer.

What am I doing? Why can’t I stop?

Lily

4 Comments:

Blogger Allan said...

Uh...happy Pearl Harbor Day? I suck at reassurance.Sorry.

9:35 PM, December 07, 2006  
Blogger Steven said...

I'm sometimes frightned of goblins.

You know...cause they are green...and...have, warts...and stuff. ;)

Steve~

8:22 PM, December 08, 2006  
Blogger Unknown said...

thinking of you. i know the feeling ... of being frightening to sleep.

fear knows no logic or reason or facts or maturity. fear knows only fear. and it lurks in the darkest corners of the heart.

i have no answers, only more confusion to throw onto the pile.

roxanne

11:05 AM, December 16, 2006  
Blogger JohnB said...

Slaying our personal dragons is a noble endeavor, but can at times be a costly one...wishing you well lily.

7:37 AM, December 24, 2006  

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